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Have you ever feel weird being all alone after over 2 weeks u were surrounded by people? That's exactly what I'm feeling right now.

So weird being back to my small flat, finding my self turn the tv volume loud enough so that I don't feel lonely. Haha.

Lose Some, Gain Some

I think it's easy to agree with the title. Whenever you lose something, you will gain something from it-whether it's good or bad.
Well long story short, I was on diet and exercising regularly until..... This holiday season. I've gain 2 kilos. Well for those of you who were born skinny, this may not be an issue. But for me - who spent half of my life struggling with weight- it's a mess, after my 8 kilos weight loss.
So... I am planning to go back to the gym. Eat healthy (god, why is every menu I like consist of a million calories?). And... Maybe, just maybe I will lose another 10 kilos by the end of the year. Amen to that.

Anw, I will tell more about my weight loss journey later, when I can type properly on my laptop.

So long, and welcome back to reality!

Happy Eid Mubarak 1433H

On this sacred day, I humbly ask for your forgiveness. May Allah bless us all. Happy Holiday, and drive safely 😊

"You need twice the effort to tell lies"

- Ambara

CleanCut

This is one of my favorite design for CLEANCUT :)

Stayed Home Daughter

Yes.
For those of you who didn't know, I usually live in Depok. Wandering around Jakarta to make a living and making sure I have a social life. Then by the end of the month, or whenever I'm too lazy to do my laundry, I'll be at my hometown: Bogor.
I haven't spent much time in Bogor since 4 years ago (cos usually I only stay for like a day, or even half day), and now I have a month. Why?  Cos I'm saving for my up coming holiday! The plan is to stay home for Lebaran and then I'll go to Jakarta once a week to take care some things with my tailor.
It's weird being home for that long, but I'm working on it.
It's not that I don't like being home, it's just I feel more flexible living in Depok (though my friends seem not to agree, they think Depok is still far far away from the civilization) and I don't have to worry waking up my dad in the middle of the night to open the door for me
Well, so far it's good to be home :)
Good night, dolls.


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